Underneath It All

What you see is a façade

It's not real

The real me is inside

Chained along with my black wings

My freedom

Torture

The only way to describe my inner agony

If I smile

What you see is happiness

What I feel is anger

If I ask what's wrong

You think I'm concerned about you

I'm just really saying go away

Go tell you problems to another shallow soul

One that doesn't know this pain

You hear me laugh

You think you hear joy

But underneath it all I'm screaming

Screaming where no one can hear

When you hear a joke from me

You think you hear comedy

I hear annoyance and bitterness

What can't be seen

Is hidden away inside

In the dark corner that everyone's afraid to touch

When you hear everyday noises

You hear the noises of life

I hear the noises of decay and screaming shallow souls

It seems that I'm content at first glance

Why not glance again?

Why no stare?

Look really good at what you think you see, feel or hear

You might just find that what you though of me

Is far from correct

Because what you don't see

Is my suffering

Underneath it all.