But then again, when did it begin?
All the pain, I feel inside,
When it's taken away, the pain is amplified
I don't know why
I need it to live
It's an addiction, and obsession for me to give
I smile at the though of it
I choke without even a little bit
This dying pain until more has come
Can never, not by myself, be undone
Cause I'm caught, I'm stuck, even though I've learned my lesson
This will be my never ending obsession.