Aimless Life

I want to fly from here

And all the things I've heard today

Your words a nightmarish reminder

Of the unpleasant year I've had

I can taste the inside of your lips

Still, though you're screaming at me

I didn't mean to make you yell

I'm sorry that I'm still not happy

I'm sorry the tears still come frequently

And that I sometimes wake up screaming

And hitting you, though it's not your fault

Squirming and screaming away from your touches

I feel like I'm leading an aimless life

It's not your fault I'm unbalanced

I love you more than I love breathing

Even if I don't love breathing much anymore