5AN: I have another version of this where I altered my ending to create a story, this is the original.
It's Been Much Too Long
I can't bring myself to forget you now
At first I didn't know what it was
The sound of your voice just brought me joy
And I found myself needing to be near you
I found ways to force you to speak
Though the hatefulness in your voice only hurt me.
Now I may never see you again
It's been years since I heard your voice last
And the future has only brought pain
So I think I'd rather live in the past
Long ago I'd also cried for you
My heart damp though my eyes were dry
I took for granted the gift of seeing your face
Now your beauty is only a memory
I may never see you again
It's been years since I heard your voice last
And the memories only bring pain
So I think I'd rather live in the past
I've tried so hard to forget you
But all I can think about is going back
I know there is no possible way
But going forward will slowly kill me
My only choice is to stop this
I will never see you again
It's been years since I heard your voice last
Living without you only brings pain
I'll die with the thoughts of the past
My wrist is a canvas of scars
And this last one shall complete my masterpiece
It won't be long now
Until I die here alone
I will never see you again
It's been years since I heard your voice last
Living without you only brings pain
I'll die with the thoughts of the past...