Mourning A Dream

Waking up today

I've left my dreams far away

Lost in the Clouds of Confusion

Never having a real conclusion

It's hanging over my head hunting me

Telling me to make it a reality

So now, I must choose

But either way I will lose

And only myself to blame

For playing a part in society's game

I hang my hat in defeat

I am here tired and beat

Left in the afterbirth of pain

Frustration runs along my skin like rain

So silently I scream

Mourning my ever fading Dream

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