This has had one edit. Thanks to His Mercy's Waiting: I thought of a little tweak from your comment, and it fits better than the original. Much appreciated.

07.09.05

You came as a wolf in sheep's skin,

Like candy-coated cyanide.

Maybe I didn't understand;

At the time, it seemed just as well.

But now, I realize, my sin,

You came to push my suicide.

You calmed my fears, then took my hand,

And led me down the road to hell.

…

I believed that it would be alright,

When you kissed me and said goodnight,

Only to find, when I arise,

You tucked me in, spoon-fed me lies.

…

Some shepherd you turned out to be,

Guiding me to the brink of death.

You smiled inside at my tears,

With worst intentions on your mind.

Then you lashed out and attacked me,

Hoping I'd plunge to my last breath.

You whispered then, "Embrace your fears!"

And hoped I'd leave it all behind.

…

I agreed that it would be alright,

When you kissed me and said goodnight,

Only to find, when I arise,

You tucked me in, spoon-fed me lies.

…

You scream, "Weak, naïve, foolish God-hater!"

I scream, "You backstabber, liar, traitor!"

You taunt, "You're tainted now, just follow me."

I scoff, "You're not all you're cracked up to be!"

…

Where can I run to, where can I hide,

To escape these feelings inside?

I know I've failed, I confess,

But could I maybe still be blessed?

…

I'm scared, I know it's not alright

When your poisoned lips say goodnight.

I know I'll find, when I arise,

All I've done is buy into lies.