1To you im sorry for all the lies,
Like a drug I needed you to get my by,
But shoved aside my devotion to her rose again.
To choose between my Angel and my Goddess,
What heartbreak lies in store for four hearts?
I bound myself to him in hope this cycle would vanish,
But the hovering treachery of love haunts my every thought.
I swore id never deceive you,
Promises to the Divinity broken before they were spoken,
Webs of deceit spun with willing counterparts.
Alas, my darling, what have we done?
What twisted fairy tale have we created?
Her beauty memorizing my every thought,
Her innocence was my amphetamine.
Begging to have a taste of the fruit,
Like Lucifer offered naïve Eve.
Never stopping to think of my Sun,
I plunged head first into a pool of lust,
Consumed by my fire I led myself to the gallows.
How many souls lay caught in my net?
How many hearts have I ensnared behind your back?
One for the loneliness,
Two for you leaving,
Three for the irony,
Four to drown away your memory.
Now I look unto this shattered knight,
Waiting for him to break all the ties,
Ready for my sanity to disappear.
One strike against what I said I wouldn't do,
Wise wizard what words do you have for your harlot?
My love for what had been broken eats me alive,
As for my feelings for you,
Amour they burn as strong at Authors beacon,
I only wish you hadn't asked me to accept what I can't handle.
To reach to high, my love, as I this mortal reached for you,
Is to fall to far from where one started.
My regret on my actions, I moved without thinking,
I betrayed she that deserves only happiness.
The Sun in my sky, the beat to my heart,
What have you done to get this in return?
My King, save me, hide me away until the storm passes over.
Give me the strength to turn away from her tears of blood.
A kiss to cold lips, will your death erase my guilt?
Will pushing the razor rewrite what we've done?
Given a taste of my own medicine, I know now the pain ive inflicted.
No longer a game, but only drawings in the morgue,
ANIAHS, jumbled letters spell out the heart which I killed.
ARDNAS, like Black Death this plague of lies unfurls to reveal its true nature.
Written in stone, what am I hiding from?
Why do I cheat on fate when I sense something is going wrong?
Why to I turn to another's embrace when the one I died to have,
Suddenly is taken away, and I know in my heart the truth of there feelings.
Angelic Devil? Ironic your name, like good and evil, you both rise to tempt me again.
I'm not the only saint at fault; you loved him like you'd never love me,
And all of my excuses turn to a puddle in the light of your sea.
What now dear readers, what happens next?
What glass will shatter with the goddess hex?
What scars will form from the Angels addiction?
What bonds will break from the Dolls admission?