Carnal

I made your heart twist and turn,

Made you feel so lucky, and loved.

You were glad to be by my side.

But then something changed inside of me.

A carnal beast, waiting to be unleashed.

I made a mistake, I flirted around.

I never knew there was more,

But soon I fell in love with another.

I could not bear how ugly I had become.

I knew this was wrong,

But why couldn't I stop?

Holding your hand made me think of her.

And I hated myself for it.

So one day, I could not take it anymore.

I said goodbye.

I covered it all up with a little lie.

I had just lost interest, was all.

So I'm so sorry.

Sorry for your pain, your guilt.

Don't look at me like that.

Just tell me what you want from me,

I'll try to fill your request.

Please, please, I'm sorry.