3Sharp veins laced delicately under your thin skin
Beating softly
Crimson blood
Rich within your flesh
Your wisdom- intoxicating
Your compassion- a drug
Slowly running through your rugged exterior
Bringing warmth to your most private self
Enlightenment and satisfaction do not exist
Even your most private thoughts are locked within your mind
You refuse to confide in yourself
You liar
Surrounding, drowning yourself in the lies of your falsified reality
Pick up the sharp pieces of your life
Severed so cruelly before your lonesome eyes
Fall to your knees
Lay down upon the shards of the life laid before you
Accept it
It's yours
Look at what you've allowed yourself to become
Slicing deep
Ripping your pale flesh with their honest fury
Testing your beliefs
Chiding your wisdom
Hide within yourself
You used to be so good
The ability to control your pain is gone
You are left alone with the consequences
Memories of your mistakes you made so long ago
Past is past, you whisper
The words "let it go" pass your clammy lips
Telling me how desperate you really are
Everything I have always wanted to hear
I always craved your touch
You were so forbidden
Absence makes the heart grow stronger
Hah, okay
Tell me you have always wanted me
Dreamed of my soft skin beneath yours
Try and make me believe your deceptions
You appear so trustworthy
But really, you are just the best liar I've met
Your lies are a set of calculations
Carefully planned in your lustful mind
Thirsty for comfort
In a daze, you lived your life
In denial of your true feelings
You were always led
Where you supposedly wanted to go
You trusted them so deeply
Allowed them to run a blade across your perfect skin
Holding hands
Trembling with burning fear
Laced fingers
Caught up in the passion of the moment
Substituting your feelings with hers
What you thought she wanted
Her eyes shining into yours
Wide with fear
Laced with delight
Fingers pressing deep into your arms
Bruises forming
What you look back on
Physical proof of your grimacing crime
She said the knew
You told her once more
Wet grass below you
The drunken starry lit sky as a curtain
Separating you from the life you knew
It's over
She's gone
Crimson blood
Rich in your flesh
Wounded by her hurtful words
Spilling onto the ground below
Staring intently
As you die