When will it end?

I feel empty inside

Nothing matter anymore

Not this life, this pain, this world

Every second I spend in this insufferable place

Is suffocating, chocking me to death

My mind is my only escape

And all I can think of is you

I don't know who you are

Or if I'll ever even find you

But I know you're out there

Waiting to be found, for me to call your name

I know this because

I also wait

I know and loathe this longing feeling

Of always having that vast empty space

Such a small piece missing it seems

Yet, without is, I am lost, empty, incomplete

I hate to fell this way

So I lock my heart up

Bruised by abuse of others

My heart now harbors suspicion

I wait for your healing touch

I know that I am being selfish

By being so inpatient

Yet, all I can do is wait

All I ask you

Is when will it end?

When can we be complete again?