This soft blade
Keeps your sweetest secrets
Kisses away the realism you've created so deep inside
Sharp with your anger
Guiding your fury
Temptation creeps across your fingers
Moistened by the salty tears that fall so freely down your face
The painful reminder of the life you live
The sheets that lie above your mangled self seem to strangle you at every movement, every attempt to escape this nightmare
Sweet redemption drifts through the musty air that you cannot get into your lungs fast enough
Sinful words flee your mouth
Scarring
Scratching at your walls
Leaving their mark on reality
The life you say you live
Everything you appeared to be so proud of
Silence chokes you in shame
You always hated the quiet
Now it's all you feel