There Are Times I Want You So Bad

There are times that I want you so bad

To feel your hand clasping mine

Fingers intertwined

Held firmly in a lustful grip.

There are times that I want you so bad

To feel your lips pressed passionately against mine

Hand caressing my cheek

Locked in a warm embrace.

There are times that I want you so bad

To feel your arms around me

Hand cupped in the low of my back

Pulling me close to safety.

There are times that I want you so bad

To feel you within my body

Close and passionate

Fulfilling my lustful hormones.

But then there are times when He calls to me

Chases the devil from my thoughts

Pulls me to my senses

Brings me back to reality.

I know that without His kind spoken words

I would have fallen to you long ago

I would be like all the other girls of this world

I would be lost in you.

But my Father, my Friend, my Lover

Calls to me

Seeks me

Brings me to the truth.

There are times that I want you so bad

But I cannot succumb to my hormones

Cannot hold your hand

Cannot kiss you

Cannot hug you

Cannot sleep with you

Cannot be with you

For He knows the desires of my heart

And has other plans for me.

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A/N: This poem is sorta my feelings right now... I like this guy... alot... which is so weird cause I used to hate him with a passion... i mean totally hate him... and now for some strange reason i really like him... and find myself thinking things about him that I shouldn't be thinking... I wrote this late...actually early one morning...