And so I'm compressing my feelings into these mere words;
Describing my insatiable addiction,
My angst-ridden brain floods with excruciating pain,
You.
You are my affliction.

You are my affliction;
My curse;
My incurable obsession...

My misery is my elation,
My sanity is compromised.
I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve, now;
No mask,
No disguise.

Forgetting any thoughts of freedom,
This prison I'm so willingly held in.
Is consuming me from all sides;
All aspects of my life.
You are my one; my only sin.

Breaking point seems so close,
Teetering on the brink of madness,
Shaking uncontrollably,
Bated breath.
Overcome by sorrow;
Sadness.

Instantaneous recovery upon your return,
My infatuation satisfied once more;
Until you next depart,
And I'm alone again,
I'll sit and wait,
Lonely,
By the opened door.

You are my affliction;
My curse;
My incurable obsession...

My misery is my elation,
My sanity is compromised.
I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve, now;
No mask,
No disguise.