Hi all I know it has been a while since I last updated this story almost 3 months if the counters are to be believed! Sorry for the wait and thank you to everyone who bothered to read and leave a review. i really appreciated it. This story hasn't been getting much attention hence my lack of updates but I was in a mood so I went a head and updated anyway. There are a few WARNINGS FOR THIS CHAPTER! There is crude language, sex between two guys, and bigotry in this ch. Nothing you haven't seen before but incase there are new readers here. Oh by the way can you guys give me like a quickie(No pervs not that kind.) which is your word choice for the penis? I am having difficulty deciding which word to use. I find the "hard length" euphemism too bland...HELP!

Disclaimer: all the characters belong to me and are the figment of my imagination they are no relation to real people. Please do not use any of the characters or their personalities without my permission. Permission isn't hard to come by peoples.

Teodora-Thank you so much dear you reminded me that thisstory still existed. I hope this ch meets withyour approval.

SerialXLain- LOL Derek is the hottest guy in school huh? I hope he isn't as much an ass as my Derek is. Of course this ch will probably prove that Sean can be just as big an ass as him.

tamekabu- i'll keep it going if you keep it coming!Sorry I really couldn't help that corny line I have to be up in 4 hours and I am writing reviews. Arrrgghh, hate me!

xanthofile- I bet you have never been accused of padding the truth huh?! :) No worries thanks for the review and definitely highlight the redundant parts soI can work on it. I wonder if anyone noticed my effort with breathe and breath? love ya hun and keepreviewing even though you've been pretty quiet on the update front...;>

afk-thank you for the review. I guess the same goes for you as xanthofile. why no update?! i love your stories! yeah there will be more scary Derek later and even brutal Derek later.

Dreamkiller-You get to see your name again for all theLOVE! Yeah I can promise you there will be more incest later on but not in the immediate future. Derek and Sean's relationship has to get disfunctional first. Dysfunctional you ask? remember the song, Always by Saliva. And yes in his own sick way I think Derek does love Sean very much.

Whispery- thanks for sticking with me but please let me know when you don't get what's going on or there is something that doesn't really translate well. I am always lookingto improve.

Kitsune Luver- LOL! You crack me uphun!I bests gets me a body guard cause someone is going to goballistic soon...But before the blood bath begins I would just like to say in my defense that it's not permanent and you'll get a satisfactory ending...in the end...:)

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I didn't want to get up the next day. I ached all over and Caleb wasn't there. I laid there real still waiting for the throbbing in my ribs to die down. I didn't know what to think. In the light of day my fear seemed really immature. I mean he didn't have a right to treat me that way. He wasn't anything to me now and had no right to dictate to me. Next time I should just stand up for myself. I mean he's not that much bigger than me...not really. I'm just going to go to Victor's thing tonight and forget about him.

The whole time I was getting dressed to go to Victor's place, I couldn't suppress the faint tremor that racked my body. I wanted to do the brave thing but I was scared shitless. I mean what if he was a psycho? I combed my fingers through my dark locks. I checked myself out in the full length mirror on my dresser. I didn't look bad tonight. Auburn hair fairly messy, fitted Metallica band shirt, and dark blue stone washed jeans that sat low on my hips giving sneak peaks of my belly button. Satisfied with what I saw I sprayed some cologne and headed out.

"Mom, I need a ride!" I yelled rushing down the stairs.

"Hmm? What was that?" She said coming out of the kitchen with a rag in hand.

"I was invited to a friend's place tonight can you take me?" I asked one hand on the door. I knew she would after all how often had I uttered that sentence?

"Sure give me a sec, I need to get my keys I'll be right out." I went out to wait by the car. My mind was in a tizzy. I wasn't sure what I was hoping to accomplish tonight going out with out Caleb when I knew Derek might be there. I guess this was something I needed to do. The ride to Victor's place was very short. From the outside there was no indication that there was a party going on inside.

"Alright dear when do you want me to pick you up?" Mom said glancing at me.

"Don't bother. I'll get a ride with someone. Goodnight!" I leaned over and gave her a quick peck before getting out. I stood on the side walk until the car left before heading for the door. The closer I got to the door the louder I could hear the music within. I had barely raised my hands before the door opened and raucous noise rushed out. Victor stood in the pale light of the waning moon. His white hair silvery and his chocolate eyes sparkling.

"Hi, Sean. I've been waiting for you." He gushed latching onto my wrist and pulling me in. The noise within was positively deafening. I could hardly see with the lights off and black light pulsing through the room. A few silhouettes were discernable in the artificial darkness and nothing more. I wasn't sure this was the type of place I wanted to be. I had never been to a party like this. Caleb's hadn't been anything on this scale. I drew closer to Victor who didn't seem to have any trouble maneuvering the darkness of over heated rubbing bodies. There was the faint whiff of musk and something fruity which I assumed must have been his shampoo. We ended up in the kitchen which had more lighting and less music. The ruckus of the party crowd was muffled here and I felt as if I could finally breath. I leaned against the kitchen sink trying calm my racing pulse.

"Hey Sean are you okay, man?" He pressed against my side slowly rubbing my back. I'm not sure if it was his nearness or what but my claustrophobia was just augmented. I tried to shift away from him a bit, frantically nodding my head yes. "Are you sure?" He wore a faint frown obviously not buying my answer.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Just...don't touch me. I just need a moment, it was really crowded in there." I mumbled staring at my white knuckled grip on the edge of the sink. I hadn't even realized I was holding on so tightly. I deliberately unfurled my fingers briefly flexing them before looking up to smile at him. He continued to stare at me trying to read something in my expression that I wasn't quite sure was there before smiling in response.

"Alright, then. I am so excited that you showed up. I think we are going to have so much fun tonight. I want you to meet everyone. They are totally cool and I'm sure you'll like them." He rambled on. I stopped paying attention to just stare at his animated face. I don't think I had ever known someone who could convey so much with their facial expressions. I think I was a bit fascinated a bit like discovering a rather extraordinary insect. There was something almost sensual about the way he was talking to me. He had his hip cocked to lean against the edge of the counter, his ankles loosely crossed, his hands a blur of motion in front of him. He was wearing dark blue low rider jeans with the edge of his briefs slightly peaking over top. He also had on a pair of basketball shoes and a fitted forest green band shirt. His blond hair was spiked and twirled with jell to give the impression of the being windswept. I think he was wearing lipgloss and some eyeliner because his eyes were unusually dark and his lips positively sparkled and winked at me. I found myself mesmerized by those dancing lips as he continued to talk about people and things I had no interest in. There was a very rhythmic ebb and flow of those supple lips, an intricate dance of grace. I wanted to be a part of that. I wanted to hold on to their beauty. I wanted that. Without thinking to the appropriateness of my actions I leaned in and captured those enticing lips. They tasted like cinnamon and candied apples. I think I must have startled Victor because he let out a muffled squeak. I didn't relent even though he wasn't participating and the only friction between us was caused by me.

"Hey Vic, do you— oops sorry guys!" The moment was broken. Victor pulled away glancing at the voice in the doorway. I could see a faint blush tinting his pale cheeks. I was still staring at him so I didn't immediately notice the guy in the door.

"Uh, Arran. Uh...Uh...what did you need?" He stuttered.

"I was just going to ask what the hold up was with the chips." The guy in the door way was not very tall and he had an uncanny resemblance to Victor with his blond white hair and chocolate eyes. For all the family resemblance there were notable differences. Where Victor was slender and tall the other guy was shorter and stocky like a footballer. His nose had a crick evidence of a previous break. "While we're at it, who the hell is he?" Arran jerked his head toward me.

"That's Sean. I told you about him. Remember the guy from school?" Victor made the introduction as he slung an arm around my waist. "You'll probably be seeing more of him from now on if I can convince him to get out more."

"Whatsup, Sean? Don't let this punk push you around, man." I didn't know how to respond to that after all I was the one with the violent tendencies towards Victor. I guess he hadn't told Arran all that much. "You guys better get out there before all the booze is gone." He said coming to stand between Victor and myself forcing us to separate.

"Alright we'll be right out." Victor said staring at his feet.

"Uh...Sean is it? Grab a couple of bruskies will ya?" He barely even glanced at me. I got the sense that there was something more going on than I was aware of.

"Uh I'll be outside, Victor." I said heading out the door.

"I'll be right there." He whispered. Once I got out the music once again overwhelmed my senses. I knew I couldn't stay but I wasn't sure where to go and I didn't want to go to far. There was a side door down the hall to my right and I took the opportunity to explore. I found myself outside beneath a window. I figured it was the kitchen window when I heard Victor and Arran's raised voices.

"What the fuck did you think you were doing? I thought we talked about this!"

"I know Arran. It wasn't anything. I don't think he likes me like that."

"Vic you guys were lip locked. I think it's safe to assume he likes you like that."

"You think?"

"Vic that is not the point. You promised me that you would get a handle on this if I said nothing. I don't consider sucking face in public handling things. What if someone else had walked in on you?"

"It wasn't that long and no one was going to walk in on us."

"Have you even considered the consequences? What if Dad finds out?"

"You won't tell will you? I swear I'll be more careful."

"It's not even about being careful. This...this perversion of yours has got to stop. I can't help you if you aren't willing to change."

"Arran, don't. Stop...I don't want to hear this."

"You might not want to hear this but you need to hear it. Vic you are my brother and I love you but what you are doing is not natural. Fuck, it's illegal."

"Don't take him away from me. He's my only friend."

There was a brief silence at that. Before in a quieter voice Arran said, "If he was a friend this wouldn't be a problem, but obviously he isn't just a friend. I'm not going to tell you to stop hanging out with him but I want you to stay in groups if you have to be around him."

"But— "

"At least until you can control yourself around him and you don't have the urges. He's welcome to stay and enjoy the party but I don't want the two of you alone again. Understand?"

"Yes."

"Alright. Remember I'm only doing this because I love you and you're my bro, you know. I gotta watch out for you. The honies will be all over you in no time. You need to give yourself time to develop."

"I'm going to go find Sean."

I didn't know what to think. Arran didn't seem so bad when I met him. Obviously I needed to learn how to read people better. I almost felt bad for Victor living with people like that. I mean my own family accepted me as is and my brother supported my choices. I made my way back inside just as Victor came out of the kitchen. I grabbed his arm and dragged him outside.

"Sean, what's going on?" He looked confused and his lips had lost their previous glow in the faint light from the kitchen window.

"It's not true what he said you know." I whispered leaning in close until he was pressed again the side of the house. "You are perfect. Maybe a little too perfect at times." I don't' know where this was coming from since I wasn't usually the talkative type.

"Sean we need to go back inside. Arran is probably looking for us." He fumbled trying to retrieve his arm from my grip.

"I heard what he said to you in there." I said never releasing his gaze.

"He didn't mean anything by it. He is just trying to look out for me. It had nothing to do with you."

"Victor you can't let him control you like that. What do you want?" I know I was being highly hypocritical considering my own situation but he needed the motivation.

His gaze faltered before slowly rising to meet mine again. "You know what I want. You pushed me away." He choked out.

"Is this what you want?" I couldn't help myself. That sadistic streak I recently discovered in myself when it came to Victor was showing itself again.

I trapped both his wrist above his head and pressed our crotch together. My lips were a breath away. His only response was a needy whimper as his lips desperately sought my own. I continued to hold him at bay savoring he straining wanton lithe body beneath me. There aren't too many people who can make me feel this wanted. This craved.

"Tell me what you want."

"Stop teasing me, Sean." He moaned licking his lips in an unconscious gesture.

I moved quickly and drew him into my arms, against my body. He shuddered and clung to me, moaning. I bent my head and lightly touched my mouth to his. I didn't kiss him fully.

"Say it." I brushed my lips against his mouth, nibbling at his lips and caressing their outline with the tip of my tongue.

"I want to fuck you." He whispered.

I grasped his crotch in one hand roughly massaging him through his jeans. I spent several moments stroking the thick length up and down, causing his breathing to accelerate. I knew what I was doing was wrong. I didn't have any feelings for this guy. I was just using him because I could kind of like how Derek used me.

I pulled down the zip of his jeans the sound almost deafening in the silence only broken by our harsh breaths. His pants fell about his ankles without any effort. I tugged his briefs down releasing his erection. It rose hard and proud in the cool night air. He wasn't very large but there was definitely enough there to do some serious damage. We both concentrated on my hands as I brushed the tips of my fingers over the smooth head. I held my breath at the contact. His penis quivered at the slight touch. Chest heaving I scrambled out of my pants barely able to tolerate the bitter sweat friction of my clothes on my sensitized skin. Free of everything, pale white ass bared to the night sky I prepared him for my invasion. He wasn't very tight so I assumed he had done this many times before. Considering where we lived I wondered who had obliged him.

As he lay whimpering with pleasure, I bent his knees and pressed my thin, hard cock against him. I entered him slowly, cradling his sharp hips in my hands, immobilizing them when he would have shoved them upwards rubbing his leaking cock against my shirt. I teased him by withdrawing all but the bulbous head of my cock, which I let throb in his entrance before easing it back inside him. He clung to my shoulders, his body shaking as I continually thrust into him—deep, forceful, heartless thrusts. His face was the picture of pained ecstasy. I think it was one of the most beautiful sights I had ever had the good fortune to be privy to at a moment like this. He clutched desperately at his own cock jerking himself to a brutal completion. I came without fanfare shortly after him.

I didn't know what to say. What was there to say to someone after you fucked them against the side of their house where anyone could see?

"Are you all right?" I murmured unable to look at our joined bodies.

Warm, tender lips brushed against the side of my neck. Smooth gentle hands caressed my limp, lethargic body. Half heartedly grinding himself against the soft skin of my belly, Victor opened his eyes.

"That was perfect." He sighed.