A Step From The River
I wish to be forever in my own innocence
Simplicity of never ending happiness
If my head is constantly amongst the clouds
There is no way to fear evil I cannot see
I might not be safe in your eyes
But at least I feel safe in mine
But I do wish more then any dream
That I had not given him a reason to look away
Because there is one in front of my eyes
And another hidden behind them
Innocence is a shield easily shattered
But it is an attempt to at least save the rest of my heart
I could be found out to be all wrong
But how can I tell from where I sit
Intoxication slips whispers of lies and lust
Your eyes seem so sad at their sound
I ask you if they are all lies
You never answer me nor breathe
It's painful to find you there with that soft smile
But if fades when the past is presented and questioned
Sensibility doesn't come to mind
When the heart blinds all other sources of sense
He says I am one of a kind and he is sure You love me
Your eyes scream yes but Your lips wont comply
Another drink and he says You wish You could take it back
And another before he says that You're in pain
Another look and a frown as he says You'll regret it forever
Your eyes tell me he is right
You'll maybe never tell the truth about it all
But the man was right and Your eyes agree
I shall never regret HimNor his child