Emotional hell

Emotionless mind

Because the turmoil has been given in one large dose

Laughing at my pain

No knowing how much it hurts

Because all I do is cover up that depression

Dry those tears before they fall

And then turn away from your sparkling eyes

Your beautiful smile

Your life-lifting laugh

That draws me closer to you as I see you for a limited time

I need to let go of this feeling

Because all it's doing is killing

And I'll I'm doing is falling

Help me God

Please help me God

I need to be happy again