I Hate

I hate you for walking away

I hate you for making me cry

I hate you for leaving me

Here all alone and wanting to die

I hate you for hurting me

I hate you for the things you said

I hate how I can't escape your voice

That echoes in my head

I hate seeing you everyday

I hate how you don't even care

I hate how you see me cry

And act like I'm not even there.

I hate you for no longer loving me

I hate you for breaking my heart

I hate you for taking the shred of happiness I had

And tearing it apart

I hate how I blame myself

I hate how long you knew

But most of all I hate

How I can still love you.