Fear

I have this hidden fear
that I'll lose you
that I'll find
something else
in your place
I'm so afraid
I don't know what to do
but
I think
you're the rope
pulling me out
of this hole
this well
I've dug myself into
Even when
if you free me
I'll still have this tingling
fear
residing
in my throat
dying to survace
and do us all in
My fear is dangerous
The fear in me is
struggling to take over
I don't want to run away
but I'm so afraid