Why is it…
That I turn bright red every time I'm near you?
That my heart feels like it's exploding when I see you?
That I get embarrassed when I try to say something?
Is it love…?

Why is it…
That I started feeling like this now?
We've always been 'friends'
So why now?
Is it love…?

Why is it…
That I feel angry when you're with someone else?
That when you're gone, I feel incomplete?
That when you're ill, I do nothing but worry?
Is it love…?

Why is it…
That when you smile the sun always seems to shine?
That when you look at me I feel queasy?
That when you laugh, it sounds like sweet music?
Is it love..?

Why is it…
I'm feeling so stupid for loving you?
When I know you're with someone else
My heart feels like it's breaking when I'm near you now
What is this pain…?

Why is it…
I feel like crawling into a hole so I can never see you again?
So I can never hear that laugh or see that smile?
I feel so weak and helpless
What is this pain…?

Why is it…
When I saw you again, I felt so sad?
When you tried to talk to me, I ignored you?
When you called me to come back, I cried?
What is this pain…?

Why is it…
I turned around and said I never wanted to see you again?
When I went home and found a knife on the table,
It seemed like my only way out?
What is this pain?

Why is it…
When that knife reached my flesh
When my blood poured to the ground
I didn't scream in pain? And I only cried?
What is this darkness…?