Numb

Numb is how I feel

Existing in a world that no longer feels right

Losing my balance, finding no peace

From the struggles with me late at night

Numb is how I feel

When things seem to fail

Giving myself to strangers

Finding myself becoming pale

Numb is how I feel

Hope is fading beyond reach

Becoming the shell of the person I used to be

Try as I might, myself I cannot teach

Numb is how I feel

Alone in this enormous world

Filled with fear and dread

What if I don't wake up, what if I never wake up?