Will I ever find some one who understands me?

Understand Me

By MoshiMoshiQueen

Why can't you see the pain that I hold inside?

Why can you hear my screams of pain?

Why can't you see that I always wear masks to hide?

Why can't you hear that I cry every night?

Why can't you understand me?

Why can't you understand?

Why can't you just talk to me?

Why can't you realize the problems I have?

Why can't you see I am lost and confused?

Why can't you see I don't know what to do?

Why can any one understand?

Why can't any one see the real me?

Why can't you see that my life falls apart?

Why can't you hear my cries?

Please answer me

Why can't you understand?

When I want to talk to someone they just don't understand. They have so many problems of their own that they can't see that I have any. I get straight A's and win contests and I am smart. But why can't people see I have problems too. I am always the one who has the shoulder for my friends to lean on but they think I am so strong that I never need a shoulder. Every time something goes wrong like when two of my friends died I never cried in front of any one I kept inside so I could help my friends make it threw the hard times, I was a shoulder they could lean on. But sometimes I need a shoulder to lean on and there is no

one who can help me? Please RR!

Here are comments to your reviews!

Marba50: I am glad that you can relate to my poem, I am glad to know that not just me feels the way that I do. I still have not found that person I can talk to but maybe I will sometime. I will make sure to cry more, it really does help.

Lovely Moonlight Maiden: Thank you so much for reviewing to so many poems and fics of mine. I am really glad that you like my work. I feel selfish because I complain so much about my life and others have it worse than me. I understand what you go threw everyday. If your friends only care about their problems then they are not very good friends, no matter how many problems I have, my friends always come before I do and I hope you know that even with all my problems building up, I will only think about yours and be a shoulder for you.

SiC-nEsS: thank you for your review, I know it was a little repeative but I hope that did not matter to much. I will be sure to keep writing.

Mary: I am glad to know that I am not alone. Glad you like my poem and thanks for the advise.

Fey2Kim: You are right I should cry sometimes and I will try to. It really does suck when people think I have the most perfect mindset or when others think that many people have a perfect mindset because perfect is to far away from anything in my life.

Anominous: I should try to get my feelings out more, I get them out by writing as most of you can tell by my poems. Thank you so much for your words they really did help me! You gave great advice!

Trunksgf513: I always feel that I have no one to trust or that even cares but I try not to let all my feelings stop me from living life no matter how hard it. I am sorry about your life but sorry is not a word that can help now can it? I never feel sorry for myself because all that can do it make things worse. It really does suck not to have any one around but I gotten this far with out any one and I know I make it the rest of the way. It do have people that listen such as you and everyone else who reviews. I took your advise and started listening to more music, it really does help, I wrote a poem about it called Drowning My Self In Music, and I just posted it. You gave me the idea, you should read it.

Dusk-Magic13: I am really thankful to have some life you reviewing to my work! You always know what to say. To your question, how do I get up every morning, I get up one step at a time and most of the time I don't even know the answer to the question. It is really amazing how I get up every morning, but I think it is more amazing to have reviews like yours.

Thanx 4 the reviews!