This ink is drying fast as my words flow
This ink is drying fast as the lights begin to glow

And Im sitting in this dark room again wondering how different life could
have been

Thinking about how everything went wrong, and it was all my fault

And this ink is drying fast as my tears flow
And this ink is drying fast as my emotions loose control

I blame myself but deep down I know it was all your fault
I cant help but love you, even though Im dying inside

And here I am staring at these four walls again
Trying to hold back my emotions and all these unshed tears

I wanted to cry in front of you so you could see my pain
I wanted to scream at you as you walk away in the rain

And this ink is drying fast as my life spins out of control
And this ink is drying fast as I question what I know

Im screaming as this music in my head gets louder and louder
threatening to destroy everything ive ever had

And my head is pounding as I try to let go
And my head is pounding as I finally loose control

And a million thoughts race through my head as Im running through the
rain trying to get away from all this pain

And as I slump to the ground the tears come fast and hard threatening to
drown me in all my sorrow

I lay there as the rain is pounding down and I let go for the last time