For weeks I watched the
spider web cracks spread from my forehead,
dividing into small principalities
those things desired: eyes, nose, ears, and finally
lips, before moving on to the rest of me.
While the mirror—that heartless judge,
showed every failure, every
defeat I was unable to prevent.
My nose, that feature long despised,
was the first to go, crumbling into dust
like cheap plaster—and I laughed,
a terrible animal-like
cackle that burst from my lips.
I laughed as my head, then
my arms, then my legs, then finally
my torso crumbled into nothing—nothing but
dust on the wind and a wide gaping mouth
laughing.