A/N: Last night at 10:03pm, mybeautiful older brother passed away. He has suffered with a brain tumor for over a year and a half, and his body was just so broken that he couldn't stay with us any longer. I know that he fought for so long for us. He will be greatly missed. Ben, I will always remember you. I love you until the end of time. Rest in peace, dear brother xx
(I know this isn't my best. I just needed an outlet of a sort)

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Your broken body couldn't protect you anymore
from the cruel and vicious touch of death
you became cancer
but now you are finally free from sickness and from pain
I understand now that everything has a time to die
but I don't know who I am, or
where I'm going without you
these days seem like eternities

I miss you
even though the tears stopped coming
Some pain leaves scars that never fade
my heart wants to remember and smile
but it's choked with grief and guilt
and it bleeds memories
I've forgotten how to laugh

I love you
for every sacrifice that you made
and all of the friendship that you so willingly gave
everything that I do now is for you
you are my inspiration, my dedication
I live for you. I love for you.
(because you always gave me a reason to feel alive)

I know that
the world will keep turning
but it will never be the same
without your footprints leaving imprints in
the sands of time
but your love and your life will always
live on in our hearts

Goodbye