My heart is broken deep inside
And no one seems to care
No one seems to care that my tears fall
I hate it when I get bitched at,
Even when I apologize.
It seems that if I get snotty,
I get yelled at.
I hate that.
I'm a broken-hearted little girl
That doesn't know where to turn.
I really don't know what to do right now.
I don't know how to speak anymore.
I try to speak my mind,
But every one tells me to stop.
Every one tells me to just do it.
Everyone tells me that I need to go on.
"Stop the arguing." They say.
What if I would die if I listened to them?
Why can't I seem to make them understand?
I know ONE person that understands me,
And even she's telling me "Straighten your ass."
I need some help right now,
I just don't know what to do.
I am making a cry for help
But I don't know how to say it.
So many things are happening around me
Sometimes I don't know where to turn.
I just want to hold my pillow, and cry,
Knowing I may never awaken.
This war has me fearing
That something may go wrong
I wish I had someone to hold.
I have a hamster,
But what I need is love.
I have so many things,
But not one makes me happy
Some people call it selfish,
I call it longing.
I call it needing someone to hold on to
When the world is mean and cruel to me
She is there. My Angel
she is always near me.
She will never let me fall.
Even when I'm a little brat,
Even when i do things i shouldn't
She stands beside me through thick and thin
Therefore, I love her
But... what do i do if she's no longer there
What happens if she does her thing till she dies?
Then what do i do?
Who will hold me?
Who will take me in their arms
And tell me everything is all right?