My heart is broken deep inside

And no one seems to care

No one seems to care that my tears fall

No one.

I hate it when I get bitched at,

Even when I apologize.

It seems that if I get snotty,

I get yelled at.

I hate that.

I'm a broken-hearted little girl

That doesn't know where to turn.

I really don't know what to do right now.

I don't know how to speak anymore.

I try to speak my mind,

But every one tells me to stop.

Every one tells me to just do it.

Everyone tells me that I need to go on.

"Stop the arguing." They say.

What if I would die if I listened to them?

Why can't I seem to make them understand?

I know ONE person that understands me,

And even she's telling me "Straighten your ass."

I need some help right now,

I just don't know what to do.

I am making a cry for help

But I don't know how to say it.

Please help.

So many things are happening around me

Sometimes I don't know where to turn.

I just want to hold my pillow, and cry,

Knowing I may never awaken.

This war has me fearing

That something may go wrong

I wish I had someone to hold.

I have a hamster,

But what I need is love.

I have so many things,

But not one makes me happy

Some people call it selfish,

I call it longing.

I call it needing someone to hold on to

When the world is mean and cruel to me

She is there. My Angel

she is always near me.

She will never let me fall.

Even when I'm a little brat,

Even when i do things i shouldn't

She stands beside me through thick and thin

Therefore, I love her

But... what do i do if she's no longer there

What happens if she does her thing till she dies?

Then what do i do?

Who will hold me?

Who will take me in their arms

And tell me everything is all right?