It Was Never Said Aloud

It was (so sudden yet) long time coming,
The day you left-
(It killed me but) I felt alive,
(And it hurt) so I smiled for all my friends.
I never thought about you,
(You're always on my mind.)
It was never said aloud,
Now there's nothing left to say,
(Other than I'll love you forever.)
Good-bye, (don't go)
(Forgive me for all the things I don't say.)
I'll see you around.