Smoking cigarettes at 2am on a dark street corner
you're unavoidable, undeniable
when you've got me pressed against the wall
and I'm kissing your bone dry lips as you run your hands through my hair
You whisper that I'm
such an uncouth little whore (and I know that turns you on)
I love the taste of cheap beer as it coats my tongue
cut and swollen from another long night
and now you have me so anesthetized
I'm licking my lips as your breath blisters my exposed flesh
and I feel your craving, so I allow you to consume me in entirety
you drink me up and savor the bittersweet tang of my flesh
before spitting out my virgin heart
the one that I kept locked away just for you
You never liked anything less than perfect
I covered up my biggest flaws with golden glitter smiles
but my naked skin painted a different picture
because when you stroked my thighs, your nails tore at the scabs
that were casing my sins, letting them heal so
that they could finally be forgotten
and you ripped them back open so that they began to bleed
I fell for you but you never noticed when I held your hand
I guess you had no room in your heart for me
the only place you ever wanted me
was on my knees, worshipping you like a king
moaning how good you taste when you're so deep
that I gag and bile burns the back of my throat
I gave you so much, you just took it all
and gave me nothing in return
except an abused and rejected body
and that was never worth anything anyway
You don't understand that you hold me back
just the thought of you keeps me here
but tonight
I want to fly away
because unrequited love hurts too much
Every second that I spend with you kills me a little more
and I'm almost completely broken