She sits there
Just thinking
Thinking about all the things she's done
The people she's hurt
And for every time she hurt someone
She hurt herself as well

She sits there
Just thinking
About those stupid mistakes she's made
How each mistake makes it easier
Easier to make it again
And for that she hates herself

She sits there
Just thinking
Because she's returning to that place
The place where she hates herself
Where she loses her friend,
Where she loses herself

She sits there
Just thinking
About how to make things better
How to stop herself
From ruining her life
From doing that again

She sits there
Just thinking
Things will get better
Things will fix itself
She knows she's lying
But she still wants to believe it

She sits there
Just thinking….

I sit there
Just thinking