You know when you like someone so bad that it hurts? It hurts to think about that person, and even picture them. 'Cause you know they don't like you or might not like you back. When your chest constricts because there's nothing you can do to help it? When the tears won't stop coming and you just want to curl up in a ball and hug something. When you feel sick up to the core of your bones because you know you'll never be with that person? Yes I know how it feels; I'm feeling it right now. The lump in my throat that won't go away, won't go down, the pain that I won't be able to 'sleep off' cause it doesn't go away that easily. Yeah, I know all too well how it feels not being able to sleep, because your thoughts are plagued by them, I know what waking up after a weird dream with that person is. I know how much pain seeps in when you talk to that person and face them, and you can't do anything about it, even though you find it hard to keep away, when the smallest touch sends that current through you, when the looks pierce right through you and you can't ignore them. I know. I know perfectly well how it feels. I just wished or even hoped I didn't have to feel this with you.