It happened so long ago
and I didn't even notice
I blindly searched for a hand
And mine fell into yours
I thought you were a friend
Never dared to hope you'd be more
All the times you hugged me
and held me a bit too long
All those times you hit on me
and made it seem like a joke
All those times you left your friends for me
and yet I never realized
I wouldn't let myself
You played with my hair, my hands
Pulled me to where I needed to be
Made me laugh, cheered me up
You seen the look in my eyes
But you hid from me, it scared you
I was alone and afraid, but couldn't have you
I struggled with myself, I fought
But I could never be yours.