Vivid Scarlet
December 29, 2005
It swept against my face,
the wind blew hard and cold.
The motionless trees shook,
no longer still.
Through the bare highway -
an empty street lie dead;
a bright scarlet lined -
a wound across the gray stone.
Alone I walked with crystal eyes,
the lights that hung on the trees -
flickered, dimmed, died.
The emptiness;
an isolated heart;
left cold, longing.
Yet the vivid scarlet -
still it ran through.
The warmth of it lived,
the life of it breathed,
but it was good as dead.
The vivid scarlet -
a curse granted forever,
as I was afraid to let go,
as I didn't want to murder,
no, not kill my own soul.
The vivid scarlet -
I watched it flow down my wrists -
a pathetic agony,
too afraid to cut deep.
My vivid scarlet -
soon shall it heal,
soon shall it scar,
soon shall remain a memory.