Have you ever woken up in the morning and just wanted to roll back over and go to sleep? I have, do it ever morning because I hate my school and all the people in it. I bet you think I'm bitter don't you, or that I hate the world. But I'm not and I don't. I mean I hate the school yes but you try going they're for four years and the only time your noticed is when you're being pushed face first into a locker.

See I've lived in Carson City Nevada for nearly five years and it's been hell. It all started when my parents got their divorce. You know the stories you hear when the dad runs off with a younger women…well my mom ran of with an older man, odd huh. Well any way they got a divorce shortly after and my mom being so kind hearted decided it'd be best if they didn't fight about where I stayed and gave me to my father.

That was five years ago and I haven't seen or heard from my mother since then, she dropped me like a ton of bricks but then I haven't seen my father either. You see he didn't think he could take care of me properly so he sent me here to Nevada to live with my aunt Alisa and her crazy boyfriend Richard. He's a jerk and when he's at her house he makes my life miserable. I don't know why he doesn't like me; because I have never done anything to him other then show him the up most respect. Half the time he is here I pretend to be invisible, and I don't have friends so the phone is never busy.

So I have been going to Carson city high since I started high school and nothing has changed, the students either ignore me or abuse me and well the teachers don't notice I'm there. I mean with the clothes that I wear you'd think I could be noticed. Fishnets and black or red and black striped tights, shorts and all that jazz…but no I'm…