Tears

As I watch you walk away from me
Never to look back again
I can't help but wonder
Was it I who did something wrong?

Why did you do this to me?
Or... am I partially to blame?
Would this have never happened
If I had done things differently?

If I had not said the things I said?
If I had not done the things I did?
If I had not said
I love you...?

If, if, if...
But there's no if
There's only now
Yet now has you walking away

I watch as you stumble
You hesitate, as if ready
To come back to me
Or maybe it's just wishful thinking

It probably is, because
You seem to take a breath
And continue on
Further and further away

Leaving me only with
The tears falling from my eyes