(No I don't want to)

Whispers from the inside

in my heart I just feel the pride

I can handle it

Everything's just fine

I can handle it

Everything's alright

So now I'm cutting deep

While he's asleep

I'm showing off what I know I can't be

Now I'm slamming doors

and hiding scars

I'm crying while I beg for more

I'm shaky on the inside

And the same way on the out

In my heart I'm hearing silent cries

But I don't know what about

Daddy please don't do this

I cant take it anymore

I know how I'll get through this

I'm just adjusting a default

I said I just cant take it no more

Oh no

Whispers from the inside

my heart I know I feel the pride

And I can handle it

Everything's just fine

I can handle it

Everything's alright

I'm cutting even slower

Retracing all your finger tips

I can still fell them from the night before

From my hair down to my hips

The very corners of my lips

Retrace them all ( so I can be over it )

Don't wanna die … just don't wanna live like this

You're killing my slowly with each and every kiss

These are my nightmares as I try to sleep

I'm not strong but I sure try to be

These are the whispers I cry silently:

No …
I cant …
I don't want to…
Please…
Please…
Stop…

I cant take it anymore…