Bloody Battle

A/N: this is different times in my life…It's about my hemophobia (phobia of blood) and how I got it…Sorry if it's confusing…Each stanza is a different time in my life…understand?

The blood pours out from my finger Oh gross, it's all over OH MY GOD

I cant breath…

Gotta lie down…

Ew…you can almost see the bone

Is the paramedic here yet?

This is gross…

How stupid am I, cutting the tip of my finger off?

In the front door too…

EW! That guy is all bloody!

I cant watch…

What the heck?

Something is wrong…

I'm missing X-files cause it's too bloody?

But It's ALWAYS this bloddy…

That is SO weird…

Oh gosh…I have to go downstairs…

Shit! I'm crying now…this is so weird…

What the heck is wrong with me?

I am in tourture.

This is a living hell.

Josh is wispering stuff like "blood" and "guts" in my ear…

Oh gosh…I'm gonna faint…

I have to get to the bathroom…

I'm white as a ghost…

Damn I hate sitting here through this class

With that little freak saying stuff in my ear

I cant take it…

Shit, I'm gonna cry…

Oh no…that doctor is crazy…

I can't go see a psychitrist…no…

That's crazy…

It's not that bad, is it?

And then they have to decide if I go see a psycholigist…

This is bad…

What'll my friends say…

If I do go see a quack…

Oh…this is bad…

Horrible…

This fear of blood

Tearing my life apart

Cant watch many movies anymore,

Or t.v…especially not X-files or A.M.W…

What is this?

Why cant I see blood?

Every time, I have to cover my eyes…

I am so different…

Why do I have to be like this?

What is wrong with me?

A/N: I know…it was REALLY weird…and…kinda bad…I'll remove it if you flame me…Please review anyways…so sorry it sucks…I just couldn't get it to rhyme…ya know? Oh well…review, flame, I don't care…if it's that bad, tell me…I'll take it off…