1My Life Inside And Out
Lying in my death bed
So many things I haven't said
To vanquish all my nightmares
I dare wait for my conviction
Beneath my skin
Oh god it's happening again
I'm freezing up and down
The chemicals they're pulsing into me
Outside I'm pure
Inside I'm bleeding
One soft hymn
My mother whispered to me
Where do I begin?
To lose a life I haven't started yet
And will I always regret this
Never believing
That what she said is true
I'll always love you
Beneath my skin
Oh god it's happening again
I'm freezing up and down
The chemicals they're pulsing into me
Outside I'm pure
Inside I'm bleeding
She could have been the one
If only I had the time
She could have been the sun
And me her night
But I'm dying
How can I admit
So finally to this?
Without my first kiss
I'll never make this
Beneath my skin
Oh god it's happening again
But is this the end
No more chemicals for Ben
And now I see
It's to real to be
My life