Love and hate
Two opposite emotions
Yet how can I feel them both for the same person?
Confusion and anger invade my mind.
I don't know what to do or what to think.
"All I want is you." That's what I used to say.
But now I'm not so sure that all I want is you.
I'm not even sure that I want you.
I have no idea what I want anymore.
You meant everything to me.
I thought about you every day.
I breathed you, lived you and talked you.
I knew it was wrong, but I couldn't help myself.
And now your deceitful image appears before me in my mind's eye.
How did I let this happen?
I knew better, but even then I revealed my heart to you and you hurt it.
That's why now I say "If you don't reveal your heart no one can hurt it."