Love and hate

Two opposite emotions

Yet how can I feel them both for the same person?

Confusion and anger invade my mind.

I don't know what to do or what to think.

"All I want is you." That's what I used to say.

But now I'm not so sure that all I want is you.

I'm not even sure that I want you.

I have no idea what I want anymore.

You meant everything to me.

I thought about you every day.

I breathed you, lived you and talked you.

I knew it was wrong, but I couldn't help myself.

And now your deceitful image appears before me in my mind's eye.

How did I let this happen?

I knew better, but even then I revealed my heart to you and you hurt it.

That's why now I say "If you don't reveal your heart no one can hurt it."