I am made of
Raspberry lip gloss smeared across a swollen mouth. that. paints his body with the blood that drips from the wounds he inflicts
.&.
He drowns me in his aggression as bras and pants fall to dust at our feet
& his destruction was always heart splitting
( .beautiful)
And the ache in my skin is scraped off again by his (in)toxic(ating) scent.
xoxo
I am made of
Secrets that aren't really secrets at all. but. They remain buried in my dreams
& they reach out charred hands to caress my face
I'm paralyzed. stuck. in. bottomless. tar.
.&.
They shove me towards screaming sirens until I'm splattered against penetrating stone.
xoxo
I am made of
movement and spirals of smoke that dribbles from my mind and encircles my throat
Coating my lungs that breath so strained in choking imagination
.&.
I'm. never. free even though I sweat on my life to be
& she sees me and laughs at the white powder chains around my smile.
xoxo
I am made of
Clouded vision and words floating with intensity on the edge of insanity
"& don't ther-rape-me," I can whisper through the iron walls of my delusional discomfort. maybe. you're blind. but. they can stare through 10 inch deep fear.
.&.
Don't diagnose the panic in my eyes.
just
just
just… walk away.