Why am I so blind?

Letting my delusions run my life

I wish I could go back, rewind

Fix the problems, erase the strife

After a while, it gets tough

Always standing in the back

I'm never good enough

Courage is something I lack.

A string of infelicitous events

I told you my concern

But you never listened to my laments

Old feelings started to return

Playing on their emotions

They seemed to drift away

I didn't want to cause a commotion

I needed everyone to stay

I know its partly in my head

But I wish you could see from my perspective

And think about the things I've said

Because I'm just being protective

I don't know how to deal

Everything's collided

I don't know how to feel

I can't stand being divided