2Why am I so blind?
Letting my delusions run my life
I wish I could go back, rewind
Fix the problems, erase the strife
After a while, it gets tough
Always standing in the back
I'm never good enough
Courage is something I lack.
A string of infelicitous events
I told you my concern
But you never listened to my laments
Old feelings started to return
Playing on their emotions
They seemed to drift away
I didn't want to cause a commotion
I needed everyone to stay
I know its partly in my head
But I wish you could see from my perspective
And think about the things I've said
Because I'm just being protective
I don't know how to deal
Everything's collided
I don't know how to feel
I can't stand being divided