2Over-expect the capabilities of everyone else,
And second guess myself.
I fail to empathize with my life's most important aspects.
I see me and only me,
what I want, what I feel I need.
What I do to people is perfectly fine,
but when the same action is returned I think of it as impossible.
How can this happen to me?
How blind can I be,
the world does not weep for me.
No one understands my entire life and the way I see.
why should they, the world does not weep for me.
Go ahead and judge me, I know you are looking.
You might think you know, but you don't have a clue.
You think I share ALL of my past with you, my best friend.
Oh how you think you know, but you don't have a clue.
I thought you were strong, that you stuck to your word.
I imagined you would still be here, but I left your mind a long time ago.
I should have realized this, it was so apparent.
I need you more than anything, but I left your mind a long time ago.
Repeatedly you hurt me without being aware, or maybe you are?
She's everywhere in your life, where I used to be.
I'm slowly putting these pieces together, it's sickening how i'm so close.
Theres got to be a flaw, the one that sent me down.
Friends say to leave it be, and come to your rescue when the time is right.
I cannot do this, I need to conspire and carefully plan your every move.
One mistake and there goes our long lost love, the love i have been preserving.
The time will come when she looses her power, and that is the beautiful day when I take control once more.
You don't have the slightest idea of what, or should I say who, you are dealing with.