7In my headphones-Seether, Truth(I am seriously in love with this song)
A/N: Randomish but new. I had this potential blow-up with my dad, but it didn't go horribly. We talked. That doesn't mean I'm not ticked at the people who started it... but whatever. I don't care, they can do whatever they want, it's not like I can do anything about it. I feel better about it since I wrote/talked to my dad.
Funny how you still haven't given up... I'm worth every second of pain.
Love me, Leave me,or rip me apart.
Everything is going wrong
And I know that I don't belong
So give up on this worthless kid,
Give up on me, I already did.
I'm the black rose in your bouquet,
Burning with words that I'll never say
It scalds the places where my tears fell
Ashes and broken hearts mix so well
And I'm used to the blinds pulled over your eyes
While you try to console me with sweet, ribboned lies
But I'm just like that heart-shaped chocolate box-
Pretty wrapping, but empty, while my inside rots
So don't you worry, I'll be okay
Someday I'll move on, these scars'll fade
For now though, turn your conscience down,
Let me alone while my innocence drowns.