Pressed beyond the reaches of control

I am confused

My head spins and the winds begin to roll

It's so reckless

You try to grasp my hand

I slip away

We can barely stand

I'm drifting

The infliction of all this amusing pain

I might be crying

Unsure of whether the sun shines or it's rain

I feel ignorrant

The deepest pits of my very soul

I'm slowly decaying

This is why I lose total control

(Just a free write about nothing at all really... Just creating images in the mind, however for the recordI, in no way, feel these things. I am actually quite content with my life right now.)