One More

So I promise to quit,

Just for you.

You can take

My blades away too.

One more cut.

One last time.

I promise never again.

Will I repeat this stupid rhyme.

One deep gash.

One last shot of pain.

Please don't let this

Be in vain.

You must understand,

You've got to see,

I need this more

Than I need to be.

A small cut,

Won't dull the pain.

It must be deep,

Touching a vein.

I've gotta feel something

Pain of some sort

Any kind of adrenaline,

My body simply can't contort.

I embrace the pain,

Every slip of the blade.

Pain pours like my blood.

All will soon fade.

One more time.

One last scar.

I promise no more,

Will I commit to the silver bar.

No more hurt.

No more slits.

No more drinks.

No more hits.

I'm tired of this,

Physically and emotionally.

I can't take it.

I can barely say this vocally.

I've got to quit.

I need to stop.

My heart burns,

Feeling stressed to pop.

You hold me together

When worst is at worst

When there is pain,

You are there first.

So I promise to quit,

Just for you.

You can take

My blades away too.

But I need,

I've got to have,

One more cut,

A short blood bath.

Please understand,

It's not something I controle.

In my life,

It plays a vital role.

It stops my hurt,

Pain does it dull.

It doesn't take long,

For this poem to mull.

Please understand.

See my need.

Please don't make me,

Repeat my creed.

Please understand,

Please see.

Please don't give up,

Have faith in me.

So I promise to quit,

Just for you.

You can save me

From death too.