What I Want

I want to say I love you,

But I don't know if it's true.

I want to say I need you,

But I don't know if I do.

I want to give you the world,

But I don't know if I can.

I want to say I trust you,

But I can only trust so much.

I want to try to be there,

But I know it's not always my place to be.

I want to know that you are happy,

But I don't know if you'll say.

I want to just be with you,

But I can't be sure you'll stay.

I want to give you my heart,

But I don't know if I should.

I want to let down my gaurd,

But I don't know if I would.

I want to completely decide,

But I feel this needs to wait.

I want to say I love you,

But instead I'll leave it to fate...