Self Fear

I am afraid of myself

It's like I have three minds

First there is the me that everyone at school sees

The little girl who is smart and strong who never cries

The me that never that is brave, never scared

She hides behind her brains

Then there is the second me

The one that parties all the time

The me that drinks and smokes and loves to be high

She hides behind the drugs

Then there is the third me

The one that cries herself to sleep

The me that no one sees

She hides behind the cuts on her arms