Shameful

Every time I see your fucking dimples
Those welcoming indents on your BEAUTIFUL face
I want to stab them with butcher knives
And rub the blood all over your FUCKING chest

Every time you whisper
Those three EVER-DELICATE words into my mouth
I want to fucking spit them back into your throat
And push you into the deluge of all things foul

Awful. An abomination, you are.
You HEARTFELT musician, poet, artiste. Act-TOR.
You make every other boy on earth seem disgraceful.
I've had nobody to compare you to.

Maybe that is why I HATE this legroom you inhabit
You're so incredible, so INDELIBLE
It's a shame you might be the one I need;
Such a, SUCH a shame.