How You Are You can't try to push everyone away

Just because you're afraid of hurting them

The heavy weight you bear

Is not made for anyone to carry

You're not a God

Life is not at your command

Every day you suffer a thousand pains

A thousand needles buried in your chest

For so long…

This has been going on

You don't know how to change

Cause this monster inside of you is slowly emerging and eating away at your heart

Holding it back

You have no tears to cry

Tearing at your already bleeding and broken heart

There is no peace in the waking world for you