"There's this Idiot at Carmike"
I flirt
He flirts back
But now that we kissed
Things are way out of whack
I didn't show up too flirt
I didn't show up too distract
But now that it happened
We can't turn back
I may act like I'm fine
I may say that I don't care
But because of all these lies
I'm filled with constant fear.
I'm not the girl he says I am
I'm not the easy slut
He wants people to think he's wanted…
That's too easily put.
He kissed me.
He took my hand.
So why can't he be honest about it?
Oh wait…because he's trying to be a man.
He says he's the type of guy,
Who can get any girl
But if that's true,
Then why did those exact words,
In a secret setting,
Make me want to hurl.
I tried to be nice.
I tried to play his game.
But in the end he used me.
In the end I got played.
So now comes psychotic bitch
And she doesn't mess around
When you mess with her
Your ass lands on the ground.
Ok, so he most definitely kissed me on the night before Thanksgiving. That came out of nowhere. But he's got to be doing something to land three different spots in three different poems. In…4 months. Whatever. Never get involved with people you work with.. oh and by the way...i'm not pulling the whole psychotic bitch thing...I'm way over all of this. Just still haven't vented properly in a few days. lol! Rachel